Everything hurts. My “friends” say jokes about me and tell me to shut up I hate my life! I just want the pain to go away! I want people to care and listen! Everything was easier when I lived in another state. I want the labels to stop controlling me. The jokes the names I try to shut them out, but I’m just making my self miserable.
I do have two friends but next year they are going to high school and even now I feel like an outsider alone, sad, miserable. Why? Why won’t it end? What did I do to deserve this? Was it they way I look? My grades are dropping and I feel like everything I do and say are just empty like I have no reason to live. Why do I deserve this someone tell me why