I have been using drugs. I never felt addicted to any of the drugs I’ve been using, but recently in my program that I am in for alcohol abuse because of my DUI we have been talking about denial. The drugs and alcohol lie to you. I drink a couple times a week, but drinking isn’t really my thing. I like to be drunk, but that’s about it. I used to use a lot of E, but not anymore because it stopped getting me high.
I mostly tweek it and drink. I know tweeking is super addicting and I do abuse it, but when I have to I do stop using. I don’t crave it but I just feel really weird and get really bored all the time even when I’m out with friends.
I don’t feel addicted to it. I don’t know if I am in denial or what. I don’t do drugs or any reason anyways. I just like to be high. if I have to I would stop, but I don’t have a reason to right now. It still leaves me questioning myself if I am addicted or not because I can’t get myself to believe it and I don’t know why.