My dad is a heroin addict. I haven’t seen him in over 5 years and I miss him very much. My mom doesn’t have contact with him and I don’t know anyone who does. All I want is to see him but I can’t. He knows where I live and has my phone number but doesn’t call. That’s what I don’t understand. I don’t understand why he doesn’t call or visit me.
It makes me feel unloved. I worry every day of my life about him because I know heroin is a dangerous drug. I have no way to know if he is ok or not and that stresses me out. Sometimes I think I should just stop caring but I can’t.